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YFZ Revisited – April 10, 2008 – Escape

A tornado ripped through San Angelo the night of the 9th. Around midnight I stood at the window of my pitch-black hotel room staring out at the natural fury. Huge hailstones pelted the window which I expected to shatter at any moment. Soon water was pouring in through leaks in the drywall.

A few hours later it was dawn and I was on a plane flying above the storm, heading home for a two-day break.

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I know I’m going to lose some street cred for this, but I put on Coldplay’s X&Y album and stared out the window at the passing storm and rising sun. The music and exhaustion brought me to a feeling of weightlessness.

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Feelings from the past week pulsed through me. In this state of consciousness, I wrote down a bunch of words straight from the heart, which are in a steno pad somewhere around here…

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…Oh, here it is…

Tuesday was a long one day. And then came the tip that I could go the airspace over the YFZ Ranch had opened up.

After the flight

As I’ve said repeatedly, the flight was amazing. Another photographer (who also went up) texted me: HOW SICK WAS THAT?!

(Sick meaning cool in this case.)

As I drove back to San An It was a 45 minute drive back to the hotel. I powered up the iPod, listening to music for the first time in five days. With the familiar tunes came an initial sense of exhilarating peace calm. My mind stopped thinking and I felt sated in the hard work of the day.

And then, as often a wave of emotion. If I could describe it maybe I would say a severe sense of feeling of humility that comes when it hits you me that what I do has the power to impact so many people. The humility is based in a sense of concern that I’m doing this job of reporting correct and fairly.

It’s a humbling feeling.

Part of it is just the emotion that you suck up watching events that are impacting other human beings. I don’t really allow myself to feel anything when I photograph scenes like when the women were in tears and praying for some sort of peace.

But you have to emotionally process it sooner or later and as I drove, the music brought it all up and I was grateful to have been able to tell the stories show this history through my photographs.

I’m flying home to take a short break from the YFZ story. Back to Salt Lake to hug the kids wife, play with the kids, and turn 40.

The events of the last week happened caught me completely by surprise. But the three years Brooke and I have spent covering polygamy together put us in position to dominate this story. And with a few lucky breaks along the way, I think it’s clear that we did.

But it doesn’t happen
But it was
But it would be

But I’ve got to be honest. So many people contributed to making it all come together. Some thanks are in order.

Thanks first to Brooke for pushing me. Her work ethic is unmatched.

Thanks to all of Brooke’s sources, who I believe make our coverage deeper and more fleshed out that anyone else’s. Your knowledge is invaluable as we seek to tell this story often

Stan of the X-Bar Ranch- thanks for the hospitality

Randy and Kathy Mankin- thanks for the stew. I know you think it’s weird but I fell in love with your (can I say) wonderfully cluttered office. Never throw out the border tape!

Khampha and Bill from Fort Worth

Erich Schlegel – huge thanks.

Mike Terry and Brian West – our honorable competition. Great work.

Aaron at Channel 4, Tony Gutierrez at AP, Patrick Dove.

Jerry and Susan @ The Old Chicken Farm

Kyle the helicopter pilot

J.D. Doyle

Knowing that the crew Having rock-solid support from the Tribune was greatly appreciated, especially from Susan, Michael, Jeremy, Emily. (Hope you read this before you see my timesheet!)

Of course, thanks to Laura and my boys.

You guys put up

Know that when I’m away

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YFZ Revisited – April 9, 2008 – Hearing Going Out 2

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This kind of shot is something you pre-plan. You know they’ll be walking down the steps so you try to make it interesting. Also interesting, since this was the first hearing, none of the Texas media knew who this guy was, or that he was an FLDS member.

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He made it past the media pack and only one crew made any attempt to get him to talk. He didn’t. After he passed I went back to the steps for the next guy.

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It’s attorney Gerald Goldstein. No matter how many times he said he would only talk in the courtroom, reporters kept asking questions.

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Look at the mad scramble to get in front of him.

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Next to leave were these three.

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Mystery man in denim, Willie Jessop, and attorney Richard Wright.

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Later that night, over some Olive Garden take-out and a few long distance phone calls, we were able to name the mystery man. And don’t hate on the Olive Garden; It was our third day in San Angelo and we hadn’t yet found the good spots.

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YFZ Revisited – April 9, 2008 Hearing Going Out

Here’s how the whole “coming out of court” would go for your typical FLDS witness or big player lawyer…

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At this first hearing we were allowed on the courthouse steps, so that’s the first shot. Most everyone else is waiting at the bottom of the steps, filming you as you walk down.

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Then there’s kind of a mad scramble as the cameras try to stay ahead of you:

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Some cameras leapfrog you.

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If you’re lucky you’ve got a big guy on your legal team who walks in front of you as a human shield.

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About half the cameras stop as you leave the courthouse property for the parking lot.

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But a few cameras stay with you all the way to your car.

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Soon they run back to the steps for the next subject and it starts again. (more…)

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YFZ Revisited – April 9, 2008 – Hearing Going In

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I show up late to the Tom Green County Courthouse and fire off this frame of the scene before running over to join the throng. There’s a hearing today on the legality of the raid. And you know, for the Utah media, this building being named after Tom Green is quite ironic. Tom Green was Utah’s most famous/notorious polygamist earlier in the decade.

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I’m not on this side of the cameras because I want to be on TV. It seems important to show the cameras, the amount of them, etc.

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On a story like this you try to photograph everyone going in, whether you know who they are or not. We knew who Willie was. The guy at center, we’d spend a good part of the day figuring out who he was.

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After the FLDS woman goes in, the waiting game begins. They have to come out eventually, so we sit and wait.

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A microphone stand is set up at the bottom of the courthouse steps and everyone adds their mic to the mix. When everyone leaves this hearing, no one will stop to talk.

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YFZ Revisited – April 8, 2008 – Press Conference

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Another day, another press conference. At this point Marleigh Meisner is one of our only sources of information, as the FLDS aren’t talking much.

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The press conferences have been moved into the auditorium of an art museum. Finally enough room for all of the cameras.

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At the end Marleigh gets swarmed by reporters asking further questions. I have audio of all of this, which I need to go back and listen to. In fact, that’s my blurry hand holding what looks like an electric razor. It’s the audio recorder we got, replacing the older model that looked like a stun gun. People are much more receptive to me holding an electric razor up to their face than they were with the stun gun.

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This panorama of the scene was built automatically by PhotoShop, working from several photos. For the record, I had nothing to do with making the guy at center right look like an elf with a big ear. The computer did it.

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YFZ Revisited – April 8, 2008 – FLDS Boys

We’re on Fort Concho watch when we spot a group of young FLDS boys walking through the field. We jump out of the car. They are walking right up to the fence as we run over to them. Reporters start yelling questions.

“How are you guys feeling?!”

“What are the conditions like?!”

Then there’s a whistle or a yell from a CPS worker and the boys turn as one and run from the fence.

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They run back over to “their” building.

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And one boy (maybe the oldest?) gets talked to, reminded of the rules which must include “no talking to the media” and “stay away from the fence.”

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An officer comes over and moves us back across the street. I would have photographed him but we’re playing this cat-and-mouse game with the officers. Trying to stay just enough on their good side that they won’t completely screw us. They tell us things like, “You’re not allowed to photograph us,” and we say, “Okay,” knowing full well that we can photograph them if we want (and we do photograph them).

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The boys sit around, then play kickball for a while.

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It’s hot out.

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They’re bored.

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YFZ Revisited – April 8, 2008 – Captivity

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The Fort Concho watch gets really boring. You’re in the heat for hours waiting for something, anything. Even a boring scene (above) of a woman talking to a doctor (or a dentist? or some guy in a white smock) becomes a shot you have to get because you never know if it’s all that will happen that day.

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Then you see what could be good photos, but they are so far away that you can’t do the scene justice (and that CPS worker at the right could be on the phone calling in the calvary to chase you off).

But then a TV cameraman for a Salt Lake City station drives up and gives me a tip. He says that around the corner you can pull into a parking lot and photograph a group of FLDS with their children behind an orange fence. There are about four other photographers with me. We all pile into our cars and drive over fast.

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Here is that scene.

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We all feel we have to photograph this scene, even if it means that our presence causes the FLDS children to lose their play area. We stay at a distance and try to be fast, but it’s obvious we’re here.

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We get our photographs quick and, as a group, decide to leave. None of us want to impose any more than we have to.

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But we don’t leave before photographing a CPS worker imploring the police to get us out of the area.

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Soon CPS will have no such problems with photographers, as they began today to move people to the local coliseum. It’s a much more secure location where we can’t see anything.

I think it was when I shot this photo that a police officer approached us and said a CPS worker was going nuts because she didn’t want us to photograph the feminine medical examination equipment being taken into the building.

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YFZ Revisited – April 7, 2008 – The Big Press Conference

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Today’s press conference was the big one. Tons of media crammed into a into little house at Fort Concho. I showed up early and snagged a front row seat. Above, a sound guy at work setting up.

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Marleigh Meisner announced that the number of FLDS children removed from the YFZ Ranch now stood at 401.

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It was a huge increase in the number of children involved and it shocked everyone. I need to listen to the audio of this announcement to be sure, but in my memory there were gasps as she said 401.

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As memory serves, Tela Mange, a spokesperson for the Texas Department of Public Safety (law enforcement) never was able to say much because the investigation was ongoing. That’s how it works. But even if she couldn’t say a lot, the painting on the wall behind her brought a little Disney into the shot.

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That’s my empty front row seat with the camera on it. To my good friend Mike: I do have a shot where you’re actually working, but it got cut in the edit.

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YFZ Revisited – April 7, 2008 – Fort Concho

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Arriving at Fort Concho I photograph Debra Brown, executive director for children at risk, Texas Child Protective Services. She says the agency is going through various books on the FLDS people to gain some understanding of their situation.

I wander back over to the spot where I photographed the women crying yesterday, only to find that police have closed off access to that area. There is now one little spot near a school playground that I can shoot from. I see a large group of FLDS women/girls lined up against a fence waving frantically to people in another building. The shot is very tight, between a building and a tree. It’s barely possible. If I lean one inch either way the view is obscured.

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I photograph for a minute or so…

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…then some of them wave at me, smiling. That’s a little strange.

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Never had that happen before with the FLDS.

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CPS workers are leading women individually to another building, for interviews (I assume).

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It’s strange to see people walk past a graveyard into an interview that could determine whether or not they keep their children.

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Other photographers show up at my spot now, but they’ve missed the big crowd at the fence.

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Now there are less people and they’re no longer waving.

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The moment has passed.

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YFZ Revisited – April 6, 2008 – All Alone

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After the woman in the blue dress walked off, there was only one FLDS woman still in view at Fort Concho.

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She broke down in tears.

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She was clearly beyond consolation.

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She seemed to offer up a quick prayer, but I was across the field a long ways off, so it’s just a guess.

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So there is the scene. A lone FLDS woman surrounded by a multitude of police, CPS, and whomever else was on the scene. Let me crop it in tight the way it should be:

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And that was the end of a very long day.

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